care for a sassy roast?

 

all smiles! Sassy Scribbles is up on the Sunday Roast with Eddie at Clouds and Silvery Linings!  see HERE!

I'm just totally :))

                                                

Hello Hello

hello! Hope everyone's good because today is one of those breezy days when I can hop around greeting everyone pleasant things with a tight hug if possible.

Happy Friday all!

all's well.

OK. so let's rev it up! We have been talking about the journeys of a human soul through depression and weaknesses plus the loss of a follower...uhm...ok that human soul was mine and the journey? well... after a day, I'm fine. The only emotions and actions I can control is MINE, so I shouldn't be such a sucker, should I? :) I mean, sucker isn't a nice word...so let's use LOSER. haha...okay. kidding.

Anyhoo, I've discovered something about myself lately...no, it isn't about how I like eating rice and banana together! ... This new quirk of mine, is something I just discovered while watching the UAAP Cheerdance Competition... I've been watching cheerdances before but why all of a sudden I felt like quivering over CLUSTERED, MOVING, OBJECTS?! why oh why? can somebody please explain this to me?!!!

Thank you. here's the culprit. The UAAP Cheerdance Competition 2010, won by University of the Philippines (UP)

thank you 102

1 follower gone away and far, far away to a place where he/she/it won't be able to view me and read my posts that are irrelevant to him/her/it. It's always sad to see that your numbers are down by one...whew.glad it's only 1 for today. I feel faint already haha. But this is just like LIFE. People come and go, they befriend you and sometimes they smile but they don't mean instant friendship, people may choose to be your ally as well as can also choose to be on the other side of the fence, watching you, curious about you but would never get close to you, up until you find out that he/she/it have the same love for socks ankle-high, strong coffee, fried eggplants and rain, things you can enjoy together and become friends.

You talk, you make comments, you listen to each others stories, you look at the pictures he/she/it took for you to see and you appreciate that he/she/it had placed it on a pretty page purposely for your viewing. Sometimes, I would go away...far and long. I wouldn't say a word but will always feel guilty and wondering what could have happened to you while I was gone and the same thing, you would wonder where I had been and why I have not written anything. A "block" has hindered my going and writing to you, sorry... sometimes, friends do need a space-off a bit but isn't it always a wonder how you hit it off right back to where you left? 'Just like that! No real drama, you're back to make your presence known, you're back to listen and be listened to with nothing but the REAL you.

102 followers, like tiny buttercup blossoms in spring, I want to keep you all smiling and happy. I like seeing you all clustered in a bunch of bright bouquet in my page, with your pretty faces and smiles. Thank you very much for sticking around through all my stories, through ups and downs, thank you! :)

Now, let's do some skipping rope...uhm, seriously, I just did 100 of that at the gym yesterday and it's fun. That's what friends do, they skip rope and laugh, the picture books said so. haha... now, lets.

(chelseawoosh)

because u have to see this...

and if you wait long enough, the REMIX was a genius! :D

raw

In everyday I find love and reasons to continue what I do and keep living. I don't live just for the sake of living. I can truly say that I live for others and those others are my life. I value friends, web and real-life friends, family, people I work with, people I meet constantly. I value trust, honesty and loyalty. I am a true friend and will stick with you, right or wrong I will find reasons to my staying, you'll never be alone until you say no more.

I have insecurities, real ones, big ones, I get to be so hard on myself and be unforgiving, when I fail, I take it hard and seriously, I don't sleep on it, I don't laugh at it. I die a little inside for the failures and mistakes I did. I get obsessed into thinking, I get conscious of my acts, I would hate the way I look, I'd feel fat, and couldn't stop looking at the mirror.

People around me, my husband makes me see things the way I wouldn't. My family loves me right or wrong, my friends are always there to make things better. But sometimes, I ruin those beliefs too.

No one sees what's inside of me, no one will laugh when they do. I am too afraid to lose any of my loved ones, I am too afraid to be alone. I am too afraid to be seen sad and weak.

The love of others keep me alive, they are my life and I would lose sanity if I have to let go. Each of them has made me who I am and I'm afraid that I may have just twisted my dependency for love.

These are my thoughts right now, some other days aren't like this, some other days are bright and positive. These are just emotions.... That's taking me over, caught up in sorrow lost in...now! don't sing the whole piece!

we all have moments like this.

And I'm just gonna leave this here

Enjoy the week!

-sassy

9/11 - we will NEVER forget .

-The ones who lost their lives
-The ones that had families waiting for them at home
-The ones that were innocent and didn’t do anything
-The ones at the WTC.
-The ones at the pentagon
-The ones that boarded flight 93
-The ones that boarded flight 77
-The ones that boarded flight 11
-The ones that boarded flight 175

All of your lives will be remembered. R.I.P.

(thewishgirl) (liliana)

the bright side

yes, pat on the back, some tea and a lot of dancing has gotten me off the curb. i should really start picking the pieces up 'cuz this life isn't for giving up. yeah, i didn't get promoted, i weigh myself down too much with that, like i dont have anything else than my job! tsk.tsk. i'm going to give this another try. i'm not going to sit and wallow on the fact that maybe i'm being evaluated badly because i prance around the office like a mad dancer and smile a lot like NO PRESSURE has ever gotten me. OF COURSE, i get pressured, who doesn't? i just happen to be smiling a lot. but yeah, maybe that, maybe i'm not taken seriously cuz i never look sad and wrinkly like a tomato put to a boil.

i've started to be more proper, tight lipped and not smiling like Christmas is just 100+ days to go. I try. I try though I slip a few times being too giddy for coffee. omg! seriously I need to grow up.

anyway, sassyscribbles just as you know her will bounce back and be prancing around like a mad dancer ... in the gym, because that's where i'm supposed to be doing that. i will keep my head up and promise to be better, promise to be a lot better!

i love you always.

good times now!

So I took a day leave, it's no surprise that I would, in fact they somehow expected that my reaction will be just so. Vocal and irrepressible. I did not get the promotion, yeah. Sucks.

But then, it's a reckoning. I may have to ask myself what I want to do with my life from this day that I'm utterly neglected. Anyone who doesn't get promoted in 3 years should really, really do some deep thinking...if this isn't happening, something should somewhere.




- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone