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Throwing Punches

Finally I just had the zest to go to the gym and really work it I have to confess I... I'm sometimes at the gym but is too lazy to do weights, I find it funny to pump the machine for reason that non of the trainers understand. I don't know i just find the lifting of iron funny. I don't look the part that's why! My arms aren't buffed, my belly has rolling abs ( not the type you'd want) ... I don't want to look disappointing to those who wants to work it! So I stay clear. But maybe later (in life) I'll find the whole thing sensible.

What I do is lots of running, dancing, I mean prancing around the room like a mad dancer, and that thing that throws punches (yeah) that one I like! I have a slight problem though with my limbs... They go crazy with music! :)

It's all good. Everyone must have some form of exercise. The one that you really like to do and eventually you'll feel lighter and happier and those dresses will fit... Well I have a whole lifetime to make that possible, though I'm not that big but I guess they just made those dresses really, really small. tsk.tsk. One day, you'll see. One day.yes.



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Oh it's nothing! We'll get by, it's a matter of getting the right vibes and top it with positive thoughts! Yeah... I mean yeah... Well yeah!




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The baddest post

It's okay, I mean not everyone will like you. I make devious plans too. But yours was just evil, how can you do that? How can you go through life with conscience ringing in your ear? Or maybe not, no conscience at all... Sometimes, I want to learn that, sometimes I want to be able to move with nothing to stop me, ( I have lots of hang ups) like if someone makes me angry I could go beyond clenching my jaw and actually bad mouth the person too! Sometimes I want to be bad... Really bad. But I'm extremely shy and before I could talk, I have already psyched myself out with a joke.

Where's all that edginess? I want to get some of that! I look the part but the actual talking isn't growing on me yet. Let it grow!!! I don't like sunflowers anymore! I don't like pink bunnies and rainbow cakes! I want Black. Black. Black. Bad. Bad. Bad.

Hmmnn...(10 mins later)

Okay, no. It's alright. I know I get tired of being pushed around. I have a side in me that's just uncool. Sometimes, we're off the flow, we don't get to move like everyone else all the time and it's usually okay to be just that as long as you don't hurt anybody, but sometimes, bad isn't so bad. There's nothing wrong with wanting to get the best than better.

It's the competition that brings out the best and the worst in us.

I don't hate bunnies! I won't. I'm just going out of the box and see something else.






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peace please.

News. Everywhere on TV is about the Bus Stand off with 8 foreign hostages dead. We held our breaths for more than 2 hours before the tragic end as we attentively watched, prayed, 'hoped for the best but expected the worst.

Such a shame.We don't need this kind of attention, we don't need this kind of selfish act to show the world. What about the hard-working public, who are honest tax payers and dreams for their children. Everyone's smeared. Everyone's soiled on their faces.

Nobody cares around here anymore. I totally felt abandoned. My Dreams are My Dreams and that's what's wrong!

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But that's just for a brief moment...my life, no matter what... I love my country and the people here, what happened is a lone act of a man who for whatever reason has no right to threat and take other people's lives. It's never a country to blame.

So I will continue to be good and do good.

'heads up!

sassy

Doors and Manners

omg. Sorry I was mean, I'm not usually like this, i rarely make complaints, my patience is usually long when I'm to deal with people to get services or when somebody did not hold the door for me and I got struck in the head really hard! Okay that was it... A guy that I was following didn't hold the door long enough for somebody (that's me) to get grip of the handle and at least slowed the door from swinging at me! The guy knew he had hurt someone (that's me) but stood there and was speechless ... Aren't you supposed to say "sorry?" ...

He just turned and walked, so I walked faster past him and said "That was shitty!" ... I know that isn't so classy on an early Monday morning but hey... he shook up my brains with the door smacking my head, my patience isn't so stretchy with things like that. You are supposed to hold doors when you know someone is walking in a second after you! That's just how it goes!!! That's like manners!

I do that all the time, regardless if you're young or old, balding or punk. Doors aren't too heavy these days! Hold them.

Anyway, still I'm sorry I was swearing at the guy till I reached my office, sorry GUY whoever you are, I'm really sorry, it's just bad what you did.

goodbye sweet Melody.

'have lost words ... i usually don't.

Melody Adelaide Gersbach  (click for news details)

she's from my hometown, a small town girl from my province Albay... my sister had last spoken to her this July ... i don't know what to say... still can't believe it. So young, so beautiful, so nice... we needed more people like her...it's tragic, it's unthinkable.

We are all so fragile.

Today my ever responsible acting like his age husband set up a budget for me... By the way, it's nothing new for everyone who's been sticking around sassy for long, this isn't new... Yes, the budget has not included shoes, how could a guy wear the same shoes for like 9 years and still do second-thinking if they should get a new pair??? ... Uh well my husband isn't really like that but he sticks with his shoes for long.

Anyway, today was a breeze my job has treated me well with a task that I can do blindfolded! Thank god! I wish it's always Friday like this! I'm already trying to slow down and feel... Though I had moments when I again relied on sheer guts and fast moving fingers that I have appeared impatient in text messaging a friend! Gee, I should just make a call next time and won't text ever! I get agitated for replies!!!

So now I'm heading out to the gym and do some dancing...

WARNING: dancing is dangerous to your health stay as far as possible from me, my limbs have lives of their own, I won't be held responsible if I get contagious!

Happy weekend all, let's dance!

Love from here,
Sassy


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you can rarely find me in a melancholic mood if you do don't count on it to last long. I need to see a Therapist or something, I might be going crazy...I'm bored to death with my routine of work, running and facebook, of course this isn't a world issue but if anyone can tell me what this is, help! I'm always hyper, always in a bright sun shiny mood but deep inside i know I needed to feel some pain, some hurt whenever someone or something upsets me I should at least feel off about it when someone has done something wrong to me but then I don't. I keep some little grudge for a very short while then i just move on and laugh at the ironies. I know being optimistic is good but I'm afraid of not being able to feel. really feel. And I miss it. I miss being able to slow down and feel things around me, I want to take things little at a time and get to know it better. I'm constantly learning and moving which is good but I know I lose some sense of meaning to what I do because I'm always rushing which is also what my world is all about, being quick, motivated and decisive.

Stop. Turn and Smile. Maybe a smile is going to be more meaningful than a laugh that I readily give when something good or bad happens I can easily laugh at myself but maybe... If I walk slow each pace would mean a thing, maybe if I listen and not "auto" respond to a text message maybe I will be able to understand (uhm... Okay, nobody can read emotions through text) so that's a joke. Maybe if I slow down, just slow down... Breathe. Feel and look in the eyes of people who talks to me, maybe I won't have to see a therapist, maybe I'll get some answers, maybe I will be alright and am not really crazy.

Annoyed.

And the sun comes up while I'm dressed for the cold. Thank you. I'm very pleased with my portable sauna!!!




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Uh-oh.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies sometimes it's a smog and a weasel. Depends on how ironic life can be everyday. That you want things done but can't see the end of it. I got loads of projects in mind, I wanna do crochet, I wanna repaint our bedroom, I wanna have pictures printed, I wanna do boxing... I wanna sign up for marathons, but all these will have to wait until my daily routine of work and housework would allow me for all that. Anyway, I made such a ruckus on facebook after I posted a status that says: "had a breastfeeding lecture" ... Everyone I know were ecstatic and left such wonderful comments, thanking God for such a miracle of a baby. Say what??? Who says were expecting? The assuming minds and reading between the lines could lead to trouble, sometimes we just need to see things as it is or in this case, read things as it is. I just listened to a friend sharing her breastfeeding experience, what gives that I'm pregnant? :) Anyway, it's still nice to see who cares and prays with us to have one, and for sure when it's really happening, they're more than happy with the news I'm gonna have to deactivate my facebook account cuz I'd be so overwhelmed with the responses I'm going to be so stressed! Hehe. I had all that figured out! :D

Love,

Sassy

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Randomness is pretty.

Once done stoking the fire till it chokes, I should be well moving on, but the good vibes aren't chanting my song...I want to hear it tell me the certain and not just the thrills of a new beginning. I want it to tell me that everything I planned and hoped for will come true. Uhm...yeah, I'm mad to say I want and I want things definite right now, I don't want second guessing things and get stuck in the middle. Look I'm 29 I should have lessened my growing up years by half! But seems like I plan to live up to 200 that I've got lots of growing up to do and I'm nowhere near adulthood!!! How am I supposed to become a mom when I need a mom myself!!!! Ugh... Mom? Don't do the wide grin, I know you want me to be 5 forever but... Hey I got a wonderful husband that needs me to be 29 :) he's 30 and he's old, lucky me he's old. I get fed and the household budget is safe. I'm just for the floor mopping and ironing clothes, and the dishes but the rest including the laundry is a "take-turns" duty... I can't be left alone or I'll starve!!! .... Ok now thats a lie! KFC has a number for a reason such as me and people like me...

Anyway stop grinning at back of your heads and feel sorry for me now. Oh haha. Nah, kidding. I'll survive and can brave it all. I just want people around and make them feel needed, if mom wants to show me how to mend our burnt shirts from all the ironing I did, I let her... She's a mom, we need moms! She knows all things. She never runs out of money and her budget is always good... How does she do it, I don't know. She always smell nice and keeps her face moisturized! I used to watch her when I was young how she does her face and put on her lipstick... Even at times when she's just going to do the laundry, she's powdered and cologned! Classic.

How come I just do laundry straight out of bed! Oooow! Are you supposed to know that?

Anyway friends, I'm always out of the box, never seem to be in sync with anything, but that's okay, sometimes the randomness makes it all pretty, so yes... Even if I don't know what's ahead I'm counting on sheer guts and your prayers :)

Love from here,

Sassy


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yes.

                                   

'need i say more? happy August everyone! may this month be the one you're waiting for... I do would love a salary increase for a boxing training...say whut? :) oh sassy...says whatever.

me, passionate.

I have a sick sense of humor and yes sometimes I get annoying but most of the time I'm just the one friend you might want to stay when things go a little too quiet for you, or when things get a bit too busy. we can chill, relax and just be laid back. I can do laid back, perhaps I've been laying back for so long now that I don't ever wanna go to work tomorrow, my mind is constantly just resting, it doesn't wanna do what it's supposed to do anymore ... clad those skyscrapers. I've been telling you this my friend for quite sometime now, we've been up and down this whole passion and work thing that you probably just want to smack me in the head for still doing what I do if I hate it so much then why?! :)

these teenage kids

                        "They laugh because I'm different, I laugh because they're all the same :)"

I read this somewhere, on a kid's blog actually... 14 is still a kid, I don't want them to grow old ever! These kids are so smart now you can't tell them a thing, but hey look at what one of them got for a quote. I like it.

When I was 14 (here we go...like how my mom tells it) ... I wasn't into boys yet, (that's how my mom tells it ...) ugh, yes, I was into boys, crushing on nerds and the quiet types, I wasn't into athletes ... I was more drawn to boys who were quiet and lanky...I mean tall and lanky, no muscles, no rock bands and no gangs. Though of course they were always the good looking ones, I just never thought of dating one... OR I wasn't asked to date one. Haha. I was tall and boyish, I was never the queen of anything, I was with big hair and crooked teeth that my friends now gasp in seeing me like I had a head transplant or something sooo dramatic they wouldn't believe I am ME. Of course I'm ME. I just went to a really good dentist and got these really expensive veneers and I now use a shampoo that I chose and not what's in the house for the whole family to use back then :)

But all the while when I was a teen, I never thought I wasn't cool. Though there were times that I wish I was more popular or prettier, I wasn't into that by the time I was 14 I've made really good friends that are like my sisters up to now. But I also had a time when I didn't know who I was and what I'd be in school without a group to be with, I was 13 and had to literally work my way up to be friends with these pretty, popular girls, doing crazy, stupid things like powdering my nose every 4 seconds ... and doing their projects. I was such a loser at that time when I wanted to be friends with these people who aren't even that nice to me. Who'd date the boy I like just to prove that they could have what they want and I can't. sucks right? ... But a year later, I met new friends... I wasn't all that popular but I wasn't slacking in school. I got into art, into sports, into music, into the school paper ... the works. I was a geek, but we don't care. We were having so much fun being together, that we knew we'd be friends FOREVER and that we are.

I think that today's kids are really smart, they know what they want and they'll do it. I'm 29 now and what I did when I was 14 made me who I am... I still don't think I'm all that BIG deal, but I know I'm grounded, I know where my values are and I know what kind of choices to make. We all learn that while we were young, while we were easily forgiven for a mistake ...It's way different now, you make a mistake, you pay for it really gooood. People don't forget easily when you're a grown up making all these bad choices. They will tear you up, they will give you sleepless nights, they will never forget and everything will seem different. How I wish we could all be resilient like kids...We make a mistake and then we try to forgive and be friends again. BUT then, make sure the mistake isn't intentional because that's not the same.

I want us all to be fair to each other, to be loving and giving. I don't care if you're pretty or popular or if you're rich, I have no issues with that SINCE I WAS 14, I've seen enough of that... you can be all that flashy but tell me what you really are and I'll tell you if you're worth it.

Have a good day bloggies!

with much love,

Sassy