peace please.

News. Everywhere on TV is about the Bus Stand off with 8 foreign hostages dead. We held our breaths for more than 2 hours before the tragic end as we attentively watched, prayed, 'hoped for the best but expected the worst.

Such a shame.We don't need this kind of attention, we don't need this kind of selfish act to show the world. What about the hard-working public, who are honest tax payers and dreams for their children. Everyone's smeared. Everyone's soiled on their faces.

Nobody cares around here anymore. I totally felt abandoned. My Dreams are My Dreams and that's what's wrong!

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But that's just for a brief moment...my life, no matter what... I love my country and the people here, what happened is a lone act of a man who for whatever reason has no right to threat and take other people's lives. It's never a country to blame.

So I will continue to be good and do good.

'heads up!

sassy

Doors and Manners

omg. Sorry I was mean, I'm not usually like this, i rarely make complaints, my patience is usually long when I'm to deal with people to get services or when somebody did not hold the door for me and I got struck in the head really hard! Okay that was it... A guy that I was following didn't hold the door long enough for somebody (that's me) to get grip of the handle and at least slowed the door from swinging at me! The guy knew he had hurt someone (that's me) but stood there and was speechless ... Aren't you supposed to say "sorry?" ...

He just turned and walked, so I walked faster past him and said "That was shitty!" ... I know that isn't so classy on an early Monday morning but hey... he shook up my brains with the door smacking my head, my patience isn't so stretchy with things like that. You are supposed to hold doors when you know someone is walking in a second after you! That's just how it goes!!! That's like manners!

I do that all the time, regardless if you're young or old, balding or punk. Doors aren't too heavy these days! Hold them.

Anyway, still I'm sorry I was swearing at the guy till I reached my office, sorry GUY whoever you are, I'm really sorry, it's just bad what you did.

goodbye sweet Melody.

'have lost words ... i usually don't.

Melody Adelaide Gersbach  (click for news details)

she's from my hometown, a small town girl from my province Albay... my sister had last spoken to her this July ... i don't know what to say... still can't believe it. So young, so beautiful, so nice... we needed more people like her...it's tragic, it's unthinkable.

We are all so fragile.

Today my ever responsible acting like his age husband set up a budget for me... By the way, it's nothing new for everyone who's been sticking around sassy for long, this isn't new... Yes, the budget has not included shoes, how could a guy wear the same shoes for like 9 years and still do second-thinking if they should get a new pair??? ... Uh well my husband isn't really like that but he sticks with his shoes for long.

Anyway, today was a breeze my job has treated me well with a task that I can do blindfolded! Thank god! I wish it's always Friday like this! I'm already trying to slow down and feel... Though I had moments when I again relied on sheer guts and fast moving fingers that I have appeared impatient in text messaging a friend! Gee, I should just make a call next time and won't text ever! I get agitated for replies!!!

So now I'm heading out to the gym and do some dancing...

WARNING: dancing is dangerous to your health stay as far as possible from me, my limbs have lives of their own, I won't be held responsible if I get contagious!

Happy weekend all, let's dance!

Love from here,
Sassy


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you can rarely find me in a melancholic mood if you do don't count on it to last long. I need to see a Therapist or something, I might be going crazy...I'm bored to death with my routine of work, running and facebook, of course this isn't a world issue but if anyone can tell me what this is, help! I'm always hyper, always in a bright sun shiny mood but deep inside i know I needed to feel some pain, some hurt whenever someone or something upsets me I should at least feel off about it when someone has done something wrong to me but then I don't. I keep some little grudge for a very short while then i just move on and laugh at the ironies. I know being optimistic is good but I'm afraid of not being able to feel. really feel. And I miss it. I miss being able to slow down and feel things around me, I want to take things little at a time and get to know it better. I'm constantly learning and moving which is good but I know I lose some sense of meaning to what I do because I'm always rushing which is also what my world is all about, being quick, motivated and decisive.

Stop. Turn and Smile. Maybe a smile is going to be more meaningful than a laugh that I readily give when something good or bad happens I can easily laugh at myself but maybe... If I walk slow each pace would mean a thing, maybe if I listen and not "auto" respond to a text message maybe I will be able to understand (uhm... Okay, nobody can read emotions through text) so that's a joke. Maybe if I slow down, just slow down... Breathe. Feel and look in the eyes of people who talks to me, maybe I won't have to see a therapist, maybe I'll get some answers, maybe I will be alright and am not really crazy.

Annoyed.

And the sun comes up while I'm dressed for the cold. Thank you. I'm very pleased with my portable sauna!!!




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