hello I missed you

hi it's been a while. I've been off the circuit but I'm alive and there isn't a day that I haven't thought of you, how you are, what I missed, anyone who's been down and up again while I was gone, I'm sorry I really wished I was there to cheer you up, though I know blogger has plenty good people who wouldn't leave you as I have. Sorry... I wasn't there to make comments though you know sassy would always mean well. I missed you all and I hope I wouldn't hit a writer's block again cuz it did hurt to see other people hitting it off like writing is an unseen limb that functions naturally. I'm just ordinary, with ordinary stories, with ordinary life... Nothing so special except that I know how buildings are built and how boring they make my life done over and over! I wish I was into music or theater acting for which I can make excuses for my temper and mood swings... Artist. That's who I want to be but I don't know what I'm doing...why I'm doing what I'm doing and still gonna do it tomorrow. I want to live my dreams if you know what I mean... And my dreams aren't even realistic. Anyway, let's not go to that... I missed talking to you like an old friend, we don't know how long we've been apart but we sure to pick up where we left... I'm sorry again, I will be a good friend and not go missing and probably make you wonder where I was and what was I doing, because that's what friends do, checking on each other,well ... I'm okay, I have been away from blogging but life went on, I was normal... uhm...
Somehow normal, with my husband always great and perfect... We are trying to be parents oh yeah that's a great news! We are wanting to be parents, so bad.

But you know were still leaving it all to GOD's will. We can be parents in many other ways. If were not blessed with our own maybe our purpose is to make other kids our own... They need parents too you know. Some couples are put to that purpose I hope realization hits them.

Anyway. Glad to see you all again! Take care. I will be hopping around to see how's everyone doing :)

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Some days

Are like this when you get to challenge yourself to be good and struggle with all your might to present yourself nicely? You fail.

I'm trying to be good. I'm trying to be someone who will be taken by others positively. I wanna be that rainbow aura that
everybody loves at first sight.

Well... We can't please everybody that's what they say all the time. No matter how the great majority adores you there'll be some who'll want to tear your gutts out! So beware not to get close or they'll tear your gutts out you, hear me! Just stay clear and say the things they want to hear, you can only be too honest to people who are your friends and they won't lie when they say they hate what you said! But to these people who aren't even your friends but dare to hurt your feelings... Be nice. If you still have loyal friends with you it means you're good. So don't let them get you down.

loyal friend,
Sassy

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The Gorgeousness

I have real insecurities though it's hard to tell cuz I don't really mind being seated in between two gorgeous models in the gym looking so out of place that people could wonder what kind of nerve has grown on me that I don't budge.

Anyway, yes you can tell me about the inner beauty that matters, but...my insecurity has nothing to do with that aspect, at Ieast I know within myself that I'm a "loving" kind of person... Teehee...hee. what I have is an insecurity that could only be caused by a tall, slimmer figure and gorgeous brains. yes! They are everywhere, I've known one brilliant surgeon who's real beauty on the outside doesn't hurt. Witty, charming, elegant and all that fabulousness were cast upon her and I wasn't there when the "casting" spell happened to human kind.

But anyway, the point of it all is just to love who you are and be your best self. The only person who can live your life is you. So take it as it is because for sure, there will be more times in your life when you'll get to meet people who seem to have it all. Instead of cursing the mirror, why not just let them be in their fabulous selves and you be your best self. I need effort to be beautiful cuz I wasn't blessed with a perfect complexion and that forever long legs! I do take time moisturizing everyday and flossing, cuz some can be just devastatingly beautiful even if they had just woke up with rustled hair and puffy eyes... They could still land that Ralph Lauren campaign I tell you!

So yes, imma be my best self. I love me, don't you just love you?

Have a happy Friday!

love from Manila,
Sassy

Sassy Photo of the Day

me and my forever.


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Sassy Photo of the Day

Me and my best girl Liza


-Winter in Connecticut, 2008

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idle

Passing time
Don't fall inlove with me
I know I have been bad
Don't call on me
Don't awaken me at night
Don't lie to yourself

Passing time
Do not come and stay like you know me
I am not a friend
I dazzle you for nothing.
Don't flatter yourself.


Do not stare like you do
Do not melt my youthful spirit
You can't cheat your fate
I tell you to play fair.

Passing time
I'm letting you go
so go now go.

-sassy in her idleness wrote this.
have a bright happy day ahead bloggies!

Sassy Photo of the Day

me and my bestfriend for life.


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