It's okay, I mean not everyone will like you. I make devious plans too. But yours was just evil, how can you do that? How can you go through life with conscience ringing in your ear? Or maybe not, no conscience at all... Sometimes, I want to learn that, sometimes I want to be able to move with nothing to stop me, ( I have lots of hang ups) like if someone makes me angry I could go beyond clenching my jaw and actually bad mouth the person too! Sometimes I want to be bad... Really bad. But I'm extremely shy and before I could talk, I have already psyched myself out with a joke.
Where's all that edginess? I want to get some of that! I look the part but the actual talking isn't growing on me yet. Let it grow!!! I don't like sunflowers anymore! I don't like pink bunnies and rainbow cakes! I want Black. Black. Black. Bad. Bad. Bad.
Hmmnn...(10 mins later)
Okay, no. It's alright. I know I get tired of being pushed around. I have a side in me that's just uncool. Sometimes, we're off the flow, we don't get to move like everyone else all the time and it's usually okay to be just that as long as you don't hurt anybody, but sometimes, bad isn't so bad. There's nothing wrong with wanting to get the best than better.
It's the competition that brings out the best and the worst in us.
I don't hate bunnies! I won't. I'm just going out of the box and see something else.
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1 comment:
lol love that quote of yours. yes i agree that its competition that brings out the worst in us :)
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