husband and not our kid, =PToday, I'm done with my old project, the construction is well underway, we were sent photos of the progress on site and by the looks of it ... it looks fine, everything seems to be flawless, how come when you're behind the scene you see all these flaws, as if things will never ever be put together, all the mails and questions and drawings sent back and forth, mayhem!!! Just mayhem. But when you see the progress photos and how the skyscraper is beginning to take its form, you see tranquility and beauty, as it stands tall and still, like a giant gem reaching for the sky!
aahh... the perfect words to describe the love for what I do. But LOVE + MONEY is better love though!
And as I write, options are popping in my head that I want to grab my husband and shake him off from sleep!
"Yes, I want to work outside the country for better pay!" That is now my answer. Though his question came way earlier today, that he pointed out his reasons and how it'll make things better for us and our "plan" to have a baby soon. We're hoping to save and invest and come home to a more comfortable life. Though our life now is as comfortable as we wanted it, we wanted to move on to the next phase, which is "making a family" and that! at these times, is not easy. We may be comfortable, being just the two of us, we may be happy by just being the two of us ... but you know, we wanted "offsprings" haha, those bundle of joys! Those little ones who celebrate birthdays that you'd bake cakes for. Those that you send to school and teach homework to... and those who makes you cringe by growing up so fast and now thinks on their own, they don't want to be dressed by you anymore! ... hmmn... will this go ugly if I continue? haha ... KIDS. We want 'em no matter what.
And so that thought of a better life (fast forward) in a greener pasture while were still young is OK. I think there's a lot more out there for us, if we step outside our comfort zones. If we try to look farther than what is being put in front of us and think not only for ourselves but for the future. We want a family and if we are moving slow, how far long should we wait to start one?
3 comments:
How exciting! Where would you go? Raising a family is a wonderful thing. I have 4 children, crazy, noisy and wonderful
Breeze
They do grow up way too fast! I can't believe that my little one will be one in July! Seems like yesterday I was pregnant waiting to meet him.
My husband and I waited 4 years to have a child. It doesn't matter how long you wait. When you are absolutely ready you both will know!
still looking but definitely will go if the opportunity comes...yeah! kids, we want as many! haha that's why we gotta work hard...indeed, they grow up so fast, my niece is 3 and she talks a lot now! she's so fun to watch when she's already trying to do things on her own!... well, we're willing to wait.^-^
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