'Taking breaks from the blogging world was not my idea (promise!) It's my works' idea of keeping me off the net while I work overtime, finishing up on drawings for a visual mock-up (in layman's term: ... ) err ... why do I lose words when translating a technical term into basic?!!! uhmm ...because it's probably gonna bore you! haha WELL, it's a simulation in scaled proportion of how the cladding of glass or aluminum will actually look based on the Architect's design... and we have to work really fast on it, given the deadlines and the manufacturing that's coming all the way from China. (boring.)
Anyway, yes there are many thoughts that plagued my mind throughout the time that I wasn't writing...I had a thought of becoming a radio DJ ... haha yes!!! I want to be that, I'd quit my job (for the -nth time!) I was saying I'm gonna quit my job to do make-up! haha now, I wanna quit it to be a DJ ... the one that talks non-stop on the radio about things and it's like a "one-way" conversation most of the time, which is good 'cuz don't want anyone arguing with me especially when I'm dead tired! I just wanna be quiet and left alone in a corner while my brain processes these thoughts of becoming a DJ! WOW, it just dawned on me ... I'm being bored to death by what I'm doing for a living ... I used to be sooo inlove with it BUT now, I just lost the magic. hmmnn...maybe it's really time to change careers! haha (stupid idea) now that the world is in financial crisis and people are losing jobs, I'm quitting mine 'cuz I'm bored! (how proud of me!) Well, that's just the whole point of it ... I'm staying in my job because it pays ... pays well! BUT if my heart would wanna work ... I'd like to be on the "creative" side of work ... NOT in some technical-number precised-work. I'm exhausted ... that's all.
Maybe that's what it is. I'm just tired today, maybe I wont be a DJ. Maybe I wont be anywhere near the "creative" side of jobs, maybe I'll grow old and retire doing these straight lines, perfect ellipses, perfect circles ... skyscrapers can be boring ... like this. =(
how sad that I lost the magic.
Anyway, yes there are many thoughts that plagued my mind throughout the time that I wasn't writing...I had a thought of becoming a radio DJ ... haha yes!!! I want to be that, I'd quit my job (for the -nth time!) I was saying I'm gonna quit my job to do make-up! haha now, I wanna quit it to be a DJ ... the one that talks non-stop on the radio about things and it's like a "one-way" conversation most of the time, which is good 'cuz don't want anyone arguing with me especially when I'm dead tired! I just wanna be quiet and left alone in a corner while my brain processes these thoughts of becoming a DJ! WOW, it just dawned on me ... I'm being bored to death by what I'm doing for a living ... I used to be sooo inlove with it BUT now, I just lost the magic. hmmnn...maybe it's really time to change careers! haha (stupid idea) now that the world is in financial crisis and people are losing jobs, I'm quitting mine 'cuz I'm bored! (how proud of me!) Well, that's just the whole point of it ... I'm staying in my job because it pays ... pays well! BUT if my heart would wanna work ... I'd like to be on the "creative" side of work ... NOT in some technical-number precised-work. I'm exhausted ... that's all.
Maybe that's what it is. I'm just tired today, maybe I wont be a DJ. Maybe I wont be anywhere near the "creative" side of jobs, maybe I'll grow old and retire doing these straight lines, perfect ellipses, perfect circles ... skyscrapers can be boring ... like this. =(
how sad that I lost the magic.
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